Friday, August 31, 2012


im so sorry that i cant accept you into my life anymore. it is not that i dont want to, instead all the memories of us being together kept mingling in my mind. i just cant erase it because you're such a wonderful guy for me. when i said that you're the only guy that i've ever fall in love with, i really mean it. but you never believe me. i dont know the best word to describe my feelings when you proposed me to be yr special one, but im totally delighted at that time. only Allah knows. i hope you're not going to regret our relationship because to me it value much. im grateful that Allah has met us together. but i just cant accept anyone, even you fr now. i need time to get rid of that scared feeling of being dumped again. sorry